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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
noe wat my biggest problem is?! im a coward.. im afraid of dis afraid of that.. afraid of parents.. afraid to hurt ppl.. afraid of wat ppl tink of mi.. afraid that im not gd enough.. afraid... and e list go on... n yet i blame my parents.. i say they gif mi e freedom.. bt e truth is.. IM THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE OF ALL MY PROBLEMS.. i fear myself.. isn't there a say:" the biggest fear is urself..." *sth like tt..cant rem e exact*
oh man..i have lived 16+ yrs.. in dis total dumb fear of mine.. how m i gonna come out of that shell? some1 told mi im insercure... i agree wif that.. sigh.. my life is pathetic.. n im 2 b blamed.. i've got to find a way out of dis somehow..n soon...
thinking of you @ 5:01 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =